Alive, busy but alive

Job search is going slow. Thanks to everyone leaving kind notes and checking on me. Besides the search, the major project going on is packing the household up and putting it into storage. After just 5 years in one place, it’s amazing how much crap has been accumulated. This is a lesson in what matters and is needed and don’t think I haven’t noticed.

Putting the house in storage means the “temporary” separation is near. Is it bad that I’m looking forward to it? Is it bad that I’m considering suggesting it be permanent? There’s a lot on my mind now and first and foremost is whether I want to resume the same old life in a new location.

I’m thinking no

I may get to see my friend this weekend. If not then, within a few weeks. Hard to believe it’s been almost 3 months since our last time together. Coincidently, the last time I had any satisfying contact with another.